I want to get out of these dark place. I want to be happy and carefree once again. Why do i keep thinking that i can fix this? Is he worth the things i am going through right now? He pushes people away, those that loved him, that came close to me. Why? What have i done to cause all these conflicts, all these torn friendships. So what if i got the answer from him? Would anything i were to do to put it back together, make things work out? He probably would just think i'm retarded and looking for attention. I hate the fact i have caused this clique to fall apart. Maybe things would be better, if i never had existed. No hatred. No complications. No Me.
Have you not
made mistakes?
After all we
are humans.
Does it make
you feel better?
To be talking
behind the person you dislike.
Have you
been their shoes?
What if you
were treated like that too.
They don’t
even know what they have done wrong
To deserve
all these shits, you’ve put them through.
Do you know,
Deep down
they care so much about you?
I guess you don’t,
and will not bother
Does it make
you happier?
To make
everyone turn against them?
You made
them blame everything on themselves.
Are you
happy now?
They tried
so hard to not bother about your childish acts,
But they can’t
because they believe
There’s
still hope to put things back together.
Yes, go
around gossiping behind their backs,
Continue
telling those people how bad they are.
Because it
does not make you look nice either.
Why bring
yourself down to the point
That you
have to drag their face onto the floors,
Just to make
yourself look perfect among them.
What is deep
within you exactly,
Because they
know you are not like that.
You just kicked
those people who loved you aside.
Wake up.
